Sunday, October 28, 2007

Paintings Part 2...

I don't know "what it eez" with me and paintings!! I get bored... I turn on my computer..open MS-PLUS..PAINT IT - For kids, and start painting, whatever comes to my hands... or the mouse! I don't decide on a theme... I just paint it..and whatever form comes out of it, I then formulate a theme..and christen it as "something"...This happens almost all the time.. there are a very few paintings where I already had something in my mind, before starting to paint.An idea, probably.. Whether it turned out to be the replica of the one in mind - is still questionable! ... here are some of them.... !!


1.Woman drowned in Flames :



Depicts(aimed at depicting) the state of women in the society(flames).I am not talking about the rural areas alone. Or rather in India alone..The way women are treated varies right from the household to the workplace.Its the self centered thought of the society, which claims that if women were an "A", once upon a time , then women still have to be "A", not even an "A" !But men have changed from "B" to "B" , "B" , "b","b" and "b" ... and even "The B like symbol for Beta" !
All men in the world will obviously find this ridiculous... But if they think one minute about their own lives, women in their lives, and if they compare their life with that of "those" women, I'm pretty sure they will realise(provided that they want to realise)!Wait a minute, I don't mean to say that women are deprived of anything.And I don't blame men either.Its just that, the society is made of both men and women, who form the basis for the existence of the women and men alike.That is exactly where the bias is. So I am not blaming any individual.. Its just that, it would be a lot more easier if people around (both sexes) understood that both Adam and Eve were a creation of the same hand, the Hands of the Creator. If the creator Himself, had given them that equality , then why not fellow humans, the product of the evolution.All that is needed, is to be treated as equals, and nothing more! As a first step,people should stop refering to women as the "weaker" sex, because strength is not defined by any physical outlook. Its again phenomenal to say that, everything rounds up and ends in one thing "Individual". I think, if people are treated as "fellow individuals", a few problems knocking at our doors, will finally fade away.



2.A Girl hanging on to passing clouds:
I was inspired by a lot of songs (yea,right! all those mushy numbers,and a few down to earth songs too and a selected few books, before this thought came to my head. Passing clouds phenomenon is when someone tries to accept the reality, thinking that it's just another ordinary thing to happen, like "passing clouds".There's always another set of clouds behind.But I strongly felt against this "let-go" phenomenon. How about going against reality, and really!, How about hanging on to "passing clouds", as though she was hanging on to dear life? Presto, I drew this....!




3.Somsie's DavyJones (Octopus head villain)from the Pirates of the Caribbean :

This work is something which lives up to the line stated above, "Whether it turned out to be the replica of the one in mind, is still questionable "....
I guess you would have all saved the last laugh for this moment.Well, this painting was done as soon as I saw Pirates of the Caribbean, all the parts in one go (DVD). I was very impressed by the octopus-headed villain (ofcourse Jack Sparrow is always on top of the list!). I then thought of painting the octopus head guy, but the way it has turned out, you might as well name it something close to a "pirated Jester(Gesture!)!" :O
I don't actually fancy myself as an artist,though I am ok at pencil sketching and any kind of normal sketching.This software painting is something more like an ink-blot test for me. I love exploring varieties and opening up my mind.I believe a great deal in subconscious and a splash of colours can actually open up the mind more than a cup of coffee..and can brighten the painting, and more than anything, can brighten lives, in its own way.... !

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

Take it all in one go......

Why is it that people always say " Take it as it comes?" ... Why is it that everyone blames the destiny for their mistakes...? Why do people call it fate, when they are not able to agree that they are losers? Why do people always worry about the people they are least interested in ?Why do people have their heart in one place and mind in another? Why do people blame the society,of which they are an active part of? Why are people accused of overreacting, when all they try to bring out is the truth? Why are people given choices and blamedlater for the choices made? Why do people doubt faith when it comes to a match with reality? My mind is a bundle of contradictions. My mind is more muddle than a puddle.The greatest achievement in life is surviving it..and surviving it without regrets.. I hope noone already said that, because I typed it in a flow! Well... Coming to those questions, Let me first say that, this post will not be one of my greatest works. Because believe me - I'm typing things as they come to my head, and more than anything else, I am in a bad mood, and taking the liberty of posting something, just for the heck of it,without any worry or mishaps about what I am typing at present.So if you are looking for something philosophical -STop here! In this post I can assure you the following :
1. Lack of content of any kind.
2.The longest, dumbest,most insensitive,most childish post ever.
3.An aimless rigmarole, with not an element of humour, Yea - not even by chance!
4. cynical to the core in the mask of bravery.
5.aBsOlUtElY...BrEaKiNg tHe ruLe oF pUnCtuAtiOnS..wITH aLL dUe ReSpEct tO tHe LaNgUaGe..!@#!@#@#$ (eMpHaSiSiNg ThE PoInT mAdE wItH rAnDomSyMbOlsAndLaCkOfspAcebaRAcTiViTy)
6.I might try and symbolise a lot of things which might be incomprehensible even when you are not drunk and all steady!
7. will not answer the "why? series" stated above...infact it will be nowhere close to that
8.Might mislead you into unnecessary conclusions and misgivings.
9.CompArison with other posts in blog -Strictly prohibited....
10. Finally, If you have read till here, Thank you for your patience. That's just all about it... Are you looking for the blog post? ? well..what do u think i was typing so long.........................! ! ! ! ! !

Just killing time, and people's patience in one go...-tHUS THE TITLE :tAKE IT ALL in one go!!

Saturday, October 20, 2007

Friendie-Nanbi-Dhosthi

As you would have seen in all my posts, in the comment section., there's this one person who keeps commenting and appreciating no matter what. She is a very good friend of mine, and her name is Divyapriya Raghavan. She used to write a lot before, but for the past two years, shes been suffering from writer's block. Like me, she too has a passion for writing, and she can write even more better than me, which you will see and conclude at the end of the post. I have always been pestering her to start blogging, and just like how I got into blogging(Courtesy : Arunesh-thanks to you!), I tried a lot for her to start.She felt the same stuff that I felt before beginning to blog. I was against it, thinking that I wouldn't do a fair job and what if I don't know what to blog about, all of a sudden? A thousand bombarding "what-ifs!" and finally with some persuasion, I succeeded and I am in love with it.Its all that I do, these days, whenever Im online.I am either adding posts or reading other interesting blogs. Its an entirely different world, to me~!I take the oppurtunity to thank all u ppl(Shara, my bro's-Vivek+Prasanna, Arunesh,Divya,Vidhya,Niru,Niranjan,Maithreya,Sharmi+Shuba+Domi+mom(silent commentators), for being there, for ur encouragement,ur support and views! So as I was telling her about this, I had this sudden brainwave.Why not ask her to post something in my blog, and start off that way. I request you guys to comment and I think it would surely make her day. It's just a small step I'm taking to help my buddy get back to writing~ ~!

Here goes, an awesome poem which is sensitive and is full of life, to which I can relate to in a lot of ways!...
I Need a Hug too
When troubles became intolerable,
I was the one you always called upon
I was your confidante, the trusted one,
Forever your shoulder to cry on...

“Thanks” you said...“Thanks for listening.
I can already feel my burden lightening”
But when I had difficulties I felt so lonely
Why weren’t you there to share my misery?

When sadness endlessly pursued me
To the deepest depths of despair,
When loneliness cast its veil upon me
I couldn’t find you anywhere…

When you were lost in the tunnel of sorrows
Didn’t I lead you to the light?
When you were giving up on life’s battles
Didn’t I take the sword and offer to fight?

I too am plagued by horrors, I wish you could see
A kind word, a hug would mean so much to me
Whenever I tried to tell you, you didn’t have the time
So I had to lie and pretend that everything was fine...

Now don’t think ill turn away, I’m not angry
I want you to realize that I’m affection hungry
Till the end of my existence, ill be there for you
But remember sometimes ……I need a hug too.

- Divya Priya Raghavan

Now, wasn't it one heck of a poem? :-) .... Pls comment guys!

A Walk along the Marina...

We were driving together after a very long time. Its been ages, since we went out anywhere as a family, all three of us together - dad , me and mom(Bro in US -excluded). It was a yearly "gollu" expedition,and very rarely the mission of "sundal-eating" and "payasam-drinking" gets accomplished. With as much pressure as possible from Mom, I would be asked to sing the only song in carnatic music, still etched in memory,ever since I gave up classes in 8th std - "Maru kela ra, Oh Raghava".I would warn all my pursuers about the slight fall of "sruthi", and few slips of the "tala" here and there, as I proudly claimed to have lost touch with carnatic music. At the end of the "Ghaana" and the following "Bachao!Bachao!" looks from those around, if at all I get both the "Sruthi and Tala" right,and by chance ,a word of appreciation from dazzling aunties show-casing jewellery more than those on the idols, my Mom would spring into action rather defensively saying "Enga? Ipo elaam English paaatu thaan kekardhu!!" (Meaning -Oh wat to do? she listens only to English music these days) .And I would give a bewildered look, and a smile thinking "Mothers!" The Gods don't mind, but "they" do - "they"being my Mom this time!This was the scenario every year, this year being no exception.As we were coming back , loaded with "saaamaans"(not the pudupeta slang for daggers :-) meant purely pooja items,fruits,sundal packets etc), Dad asked me suddenly if I would go with him to the Marina for a walk the next morning. I first felt, aaargh !-Walk = exercise = sacrifice of my 3 hrs sleep on holidays!Just that evening I had read in a blog(my all time favourite blog which I read as often as possible,but never comment. Here's the link http://krishashok.wordpress.com/2007/10/02/the-voyage-of-marina-3/ ) about the Marina beach, and with the papers bringing in news everyday about the "so-called" beach beautification process about to take place, I thought "why not?!" So,I told him, OK Dad, If I manage to get up on my own, I'll definitely come. And surprisingly enough , I did. Armed with an mp3 player and sporting my once-in-a-blue-moon- used sneakers, I set off with Dad, to see what on earth, made him visit the Marina every week-end? We were joined by Dad's friend and X-Colleague and all the way , the only thing the men spoke was about politics - internal(official) and external(national)..!I thought, "How boring men can be at times?" It was exasperating enough to just listen to them, I didn't know how women(wives) put up with them? I also wondered if all men tend to lose their sense of humour and liveliness after a certain age , like my dad, who used to be a mobile crackpot making us all go into fits of laughter every time he uttered a word. But now, after crossing 50, sometimes he acts like grouchy old Uncle Scrooge of Christmas Carol(Charles Dickens).But the "Scroogish" makeover happens with dad only occasionally,otherwise he is a very sweet person. We reached the Marina pretty late, just when the sun was ready,spic 'n' span and was almost peeping out from behind the clouds! I turned on the player. The walk began, and so did the songs....


Mandram vantha - Light house


The walk begins, me shepherded by Dad and his buddy. I'm glad that I wore sensible shoes after all!


Nalam vaazha - I see a group of people playing beach volleyball and a few kids practising boxing( !!).We are now right opposite to the Vivekanandhar Illam.


Lose yourself - Crossed uncles (oops! grandpas) playing tennicoit. As they are playing in an almost secluded enclosure, more like a court on its own, I ask Dad if they had to book or something before hand. He says whoever comes first, gets to play there and my mind automatically says "Finders keepers -losers weepers"!


After some 3 to 5 songs that I don't remember- My legs begin to give away at this point, and Dad's shoelace comes off luckily and I stay back, resting my poor sole(soul!).


I fail to notice the statues ,as we are walking on the road right beside the pavement and right behind the statues. Near a statue which looked like an Indian -Older-Kamal Hasan (courtesy:Dad), we make a U - turn .


Maula mera Maula mera - Now we seemed to be walking on the right side. I am normally a very slow paced, jay walker and making the first half possible was hard in the first place. The second half, to be precise , the return ,gives my legs the creeps! Luckily,despite the shuffle option being on, my mp3 sensed the urgent need to keep me in the right mood and immediately played this heart warming number!



Minnale nee vandhadhenade - Still walking down the same lane, towards the parked blue Santro which didn't appear anywhere in vicinity! Now, the sun is showing us how to turn all perfect shades of orange and red, blazing hot. I sweat like a cricketer, almost famished and in need for anything belonging to the H2O category. My thirst is quenched by the song,which brings back old memories...

In the End - Dad and uncle overtake me.I still slog behind and Dad suddenly tries to turn around to say something, notices me left behind, wears an impatient look on his face, and stops in his tracks. His buddy, who doesn't miss his absence continues walking,taking in all the beauty around, the heat too! I pass by green benches, meant for lover-birds,inhabited by a widespread family of crows, cawing for attention. An old lady beside, asks me for alms. I am penniless and try to show that by emptying my pockets, when my mobile almost escapes an ICU encounter!

Nenjam Ellam - I now try to keep up the pace, activated by a vision of the blue coloured car round the corner. I smile to myself, as always, while listening to this number. I see our car, shining away amongst other rivals and quickly try to overtake Dad and buddy to reach it first. As usual, I forget that dad had the keys, and spent another minute waiting for them to reach it.
I get into the car, thinking "Not so bad after all, must do it quite often". My mp3 breathes a sigh of relief, having assisted in the mission which threatened last minute drop-outs!

My Immortal -The walk ends. I reach home to greet mom with a smile and hurriedly sit down in the nearest chair, demanding one of her best teas as quickly as possible. The tea arrives and I'm transported to heaven . A virtual massage takes place and I fall asleep, half lying and half winking , on the chair, with a totally dreamy look on my face.

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

Smokin Joes - Gapin jaws!

The phrase "Smoking is injurious to health" flashes every now and then in the movies and commericals, whenever the object of concern(cigarette) resides in the mouth of the Hero/Villain , who lights it , and releases wisps of smokey rings , sometimes made to change shapes using graphics (in the case of Superheroes). That's technology for you! Even more incomprehensible is the fact that the advertisement for cigarettes also carry the red warning signal, speeding away in the subtitles. So what are they trying to do?? Are they doing some good by warning people of what a price they had to pay if they smoke? If so, then why advertise it..?? It was almost like asking a person to die, telling him the date beforehand..! The issue of passive smoking is another question in concern..People suffering from ailments like cancer, just because they were a part of an active smoker's life. So, despite the warnings , the flash news in television, the regular public health oriented advertisements like "Live and let live" in many channels , the people ,especially the youth, are not ready to quit smoking... So what lies within the paper folded , dust like material, that makes so many to crave for more of it, is still a mystery to me.I henceforth, decided to find out......
A cigarette is a product consumed via smoking and manufactured out of cured and finely cut tobacco leaves, which are combined with other additives, then rolled or stuffed into a paper-wrapped cylinder (generally less than 120 mm in length and 10 mm in diameter). As you would have guessed by now, thats the kind of definition you would wind up with, if you type "Cigarette" in a search engine, like I did. But, as mentioned already, there's more to it, than just tobacco stuffed in paper. True to the phrase, "Blacksheep of the family!", the tobacco bush actually originates from an American continent and relates to the same family as potato and pepper. Cigarettes are colloquially known as "cigs", "ciggies", "smokes", "cancer sticks", "death sticks", "coffin nails", "squares", and "fags". Tobacco was first used by the peoples of the pre-Columbian Americas. Native Americans apparently cultivated the plant and smoked it in pipes for medicinal and ceremonial purposes. At first, tobacco was produced mainly for pipe-smoking, chewing, and snuff. Cigars didn't become popular until the early 1800s. But now, approximately 5.5 trillion cigarettes are produced globally each year by the tobacco industry, smoked by over 1.1 billion people, which is more than 1/6 of the world's total population.

(1.)With every puff of a cigarette, you breathe more than 4,000 different chemicals, including ammonia (a poisonous gas and a powerful toilet cleaner), arsenic (a potent rat poison), cyanide (a deadly ingredient in rat poison), acetone (a poisonous solvent and paint stripper), formaldehyde (used to preserve dead frogs), toluene (a poisonous industrial solvent), polonium-210 (a highly radioactive element) and carbon monoxide (a poisonous gas). Gross???You bet!

(2.)Smoking doesn't cause just lung cancer. It contributes to back pain, osteoporosis (thinning of the bones), and male impotence. It affects the circulation, "hardening the arteries", and also creates low-level carbon monoxide poisoning. Together, these decrease the delivery of oxygen to every part of the body including discs in the spine.

(3.) Smoking turns your teeth and fingernails yellow, makes your hair, clothes and breath smell gross and causes premature wrinkling of your skin. Smokers have more back pain than non-smokers, and heal slower.
A lot of the ill-effects attribute to one major drawback - The effect on Non-Smokers, otherwise known as Passive smokers. Second-hand smoke causes many diseases in children, including ear infections, asthma, bronchitis, pneumonia, and SIDS (sudden infant death syndrome). Smoke in an infant's household quadruples the chances of a SIDS death (sudden infant death syndrome).A non-smoking spouse of a regular smoker has a 20% increase in their chances of developing lung cancer, and a 30% increase in their chance of developing heart disease.
The world is changing and the change is only helping people fall deeper into the pit. If you think modernization is helping folks to step out of the smoking habit, you better check out this!
Example 1:The Smokers Phone: XYW 3838 Mobile Phones











XYW 3838,This “cigarettes Wang cell phone XYW 3838″ mobile phone, takes the shape of a cigarette in all phases of design. The description says that " if the aircraft battery cover is removed, users will discover the secret compartment containing the original.This is to enable users to display several cigarettes like a real cigarette"


Example 2 : The Flinstone commercial :Winston Brand:




That was quite some time ago. But still, shockingly true! As I was recovering from the shock, I happened to discover another link to help people quit smoking. Here's what I found.

Quit Smoking Smokeless Cigarettes :

Description: Made of more than twenty kinds of natural herbal

ingredients for you to quit smoking, but smokeless, it looks like a cigarette, which lets you satisfy those tactile taste sensations without risks and dependence on nicotine. Simply by inhaling, thus causing to dispel smoking odor, the aroma scent travels through the trachea and lungs, improve your breathing air and remove the nicotine accumulation in the smoker's body. It is easier to stop smoking. Upon completion of the full course of this therapy for one to two weeks, the user will lose the urge for smoking and become smoke free. It does not contain either tobacco or nicotine.
Herbal Ingredients:
Menthol hematite, cloves, medicated leaven, menthe essence, basil, lavender, magnetite, achyranthes root, catechu, pinellas, neroli, peppermint, clary sage
Finally the smoker can be helped by QUISM Quit Smoking Cigarette, a new generation of cigarette that you do not need to lit and that does not produce smoke, but it gives the same feeling of a true cigarette without suffering smoke damages.

Use Direction:
You just inhale, do not light it. Use as often as needed. Use it until no more scent can be felt.


I can see a lot of people smoking in public places. But nothing can be done to stop them. My classmates,some of my friends and even a few girls smoke. Not anyone I know, but I have seen and heard of girls smoking. I don't blame them.If they can fight for equality in everything, that includes this "trend-setting" habit of smoking too! However, there are a few people I know who don't smoke just because the whole wide world is into it.Its their way of making a big difference. Some don't smoke 'cause they can't stand the stink! And a few more, find it absolutely "uncool", maybe due to pressure from special people of the opposite sex! But most of them, don't smoke because they don't want to risk it. It is true that people are aware of smoking and its effects, decades after the expedition to ban tobacco! So, what am I blogging for? Its for the tiny percent of the folks who are unaware of what they are about to lose in life, unaware about the lives they put in danger. As usual, out of the fear that I put my readers into a deep slumber, I thought of trying to break the spell with some facts which I found very interesting! ...


#The Lighter - Cigar chemistry - Cigarette lighters were invented way before the matches.The cigarette lighter was invented in 1816 by a German chemist named J.W. Dobereiner . Whilst matches were originally invented in 1826, by John Walker, but patented by a sneaky Samuel Jones who went on to produce matches called "Lucifers".


#Benefits of quitting:

A 42-year old male smoking 20 or more cigarettes a day has about a 1 in 5 chance of dying within 17 years. If they quit, that risk is reduced to 1 in 10.


# Every eight seconds, someone in the world dies due to tobacco.


# A monkey was once tried and convicted for smoking a cigarette in South Bend, Indiana (Hahaha... funny!)
And now..for the grand finale. Lyrics from the song "Cigarettes - Fort Minor".
" Let me tell you something that I realized tonight
My hip hop radio is like marlboro lights
They're both selling stories and they sound about the same
Cigarettes say their safe, wrappers claim they really bang
We dont care if it's true when we lay the money down
We don't believe the words, we just love the way they sound
They're acting like we're idiots, They're lying to our face
Maybe we are idiots, we buy it anyway."
SO...IT ALL ENDS IN FOUR WORDS :
"LIVE AND LET LIVE ....!"

Updated : Nov 8th - 2007 : An interesting fwd:




*THE END* *AMEN*


Stumped!

This happens whenever I take a train from Chennai to Bangalore (Ahem..read as whenever I travel alone!). After taking consecutive modes of ...